Since I can no longer hide behind the comfort of shelter, family and standard American conveniences. I have to face myself.
I’m going through a strange mental deterioration right now. The inner journey is a garden of good and evil.
There’s Love within me, that’s for sure. But it’s was away deep within me. I’m trying to surrender but I still like things my way.
So I’m going to go ahead and face it head on. I realize that I don’t really love anyone right now. Only myself. I accuse my significant other of the most heinous atrocities.
I have to stop where I am mentally and just not worry. I have to enter the path that I’ve chosen fully…
No religion, no dogma, no ten- step program. Just facing myself.